randy, i love you, you are genius, and wonderful, and the thought of you surpasses all the joy that is in the world. i will never live a day in my life that i do not remember you, and i will spend the rest of my life feebly attempting to live as genuine and loving as you have. i love you, brother, wherever you are, i hope that you are at peace, and i hope that you can finally feel the love and acceptance that will always exist in your name.
i miss you.
kristin
i'll see you on the other side. wait for me on the porch. i love you.